Radiojunkie

wellwell.
this few days seems tired yea.
mayb cause im trying to steer myself away from the cigs?
haha yea most probably.
but the bad news is i bth lol.
went to buy a new pack.
hoho.
haiz anyway i will cut down bahz.
only fags in between meals yea.
at least i tried. x(
dun scold me HAHA.

insanatica

sian sian sian.
yea skool starts sucks.
hahaha so sian sian sian.
cause of world cup.
nv go skool for some of the lessons.
argh.
anyway im here to jus update that im trying very HARD to quit smoking.
hahahaha.

insanatica

sch starting soon.
just tml.
haiz so fast.
haven even enjoy enough.
sian. cant be helped eh.
gonna study hard for the rest of the papers from now on.
hmm stayed home weekend day. =]
ok thats all.
ok bye.

insanatica

YO.
been out since 3pm ystd.
tired and shagged.

went marina bay with eve shawn and the rest yeh.
some idiots last min pangseh us.
dunno why so many excuses each time.
but anyway heck. stil got the fun haha.
ate my fill then went to play pool at parklane yeah.
after watch SLITHER. HAHA.
it was nice ok. gross and gruesome enough kick for me.
aikes so long no watch this kinda show.
haha.
wonder singapore got lidat how seh.
*really dreams of fighting these slugs. HOHO.

yea it was our challenge between me eve shawn yeah.
2v1 against me. but actually not counted lol.
parklane mouse sucks + kiwi was there on my team too.
eh so not counted uh?
2nd round ok? coming soon.
i see when i got the time haha ok?

yea after cs shawn went home reluctantly. MUMMY BOY! haha. 3am only.
tsktsktsk.
tapai left me and eve only.
we 3 go continue our langame.
fake shawn say cab on the way but actually not really i suppose?
*aiya shawn dun niao leh pls. $2 nia haha pay u next time then. not mean to bluff u either.
I ONLY HAVE GOOD THOUGHTS ON MY MIND THAT WAS TO ASK U TO STAY LONGER.
so dun blame me. =Z

and yea took a cab home with eve. cause we are too lazy to take mrt.
haha. after that when reaching home then i realise nick they all ask me down to join them for chillout. zzzzzzz
then again rush down to poison cottage.
ah ok la nice ambience soso. nearly opened i guess?
watch world cup there and then drink abit.
then balek kampong.

-gradually cutting down on my tobaccos. *wishMEluck =)

insanatica

MY AIM IS TO QUIT SMOKING BEFORE THE WORLD CUP ENDS.
erm no joke eh. im serious.

aiya mayb once in awile smoke 1 or 2. else im not goin to touch cigs after world cup ends.

u guys help me ok. PLS x)

insanatica

just let go...

insanatica

WORLD CUP SUCKS. KELONG SO MANY FUCKING BALLS. CCB. =Z
or mayb i should cooldown lol.
hmm my world cup overall so far eh.

win: 4
lose:6

to be continued...

i said it once, i dun wanna repeat it again. sorry..

insanatica

days pass seems slow without u these days. or rather that i have never own u at all. i do love u. so do u. perhaps those problems or distinctive illusions are just probably creating a fine line in between us. im like fighting across to get u. but luck wasnt on my side or rather that i cant really get the real u. or perhaps that i was jus cheating on myself.

a big big big haiz. lol lost heavily on world cup today. sian. jus make me feel like go in and sub those players. HAHA jk. those players really sucks man from the way they play. and as more matches i watched, the more i get pissed by their fucking leg; like crooked lo. 1 straight ball also can miss; all these doesnt matter. wat really ANGERS me is that zidane took the free kick even without the referee whistle. get a yellow card for nth. OMFG. simi lj!

i just think that hes too old to hear the whistle man! ROFL.

im sorry gz. ps u halfway there watch world cup. eh really is really damn cannot take it lol. watched from 9pm till 2am is really like my back wan to break leh. and somemore i see the balls like i will become the ball itself. jus tink of the ball rollin in my head here and there. so i got to GO? heh. sry gz. make it up to u sometimes. and btw thanks for the milo. XD

i think thats all. im gonna slack at home till brazil's game end. i go and check the score then go ZZZ. too tired these few days nv really rest in peace. HAHA.

Let me have a nice sleep. take care sweetheart.

insanatica

world cup fever! haha.
jus dunno why i find soccer matches boring last time.
but now though jus bet on some matches*not alot yea, i got the kick like those fucking uncles nolife at the kopitiam slacking watching soccer matches.
ohwell.
they are like damn enthu when the players jus bring near the penalty box.
"its like they will stop whatever they are doing, their eyes jus fucking stare at that damned screen. and then when the keeper saves the ball, they will oooohhhh aaaahhhhhh. AND WHEN THE BALL GETS IN, JUS IMAGINE THEY WILL STAND UP AND SHOUT AND CHEER LIKE ITS THEIR GRANDFATHER'S PLACE."
haha. its just that i loved watching their reactions. im lovin' it yea. hahahahahha. perhaps im too insane. heh.

wellwell, tues went out with eve and the rest. yea jus a normal day outing eat movie slack and playplayplay! XD
i went there early cause i wanna bet on the matches yea but i din brought my ic lol though my im 18. but heck the kick jus make me wan to buy and heck care LOL.
shawn came after ive bought.
fagfagfag and then eve came.
arghhz melv last min say wat hes not coming. say wat excuse sick stay home?!
*THATS TOTALLY CRAP OK. U OWE ME AN EXPLANATION!! XD*

ok another funny thing happen. i jus cant stand the movie ticketing salesperson.
here goes:
firstly DO i look like im the one whos underage and cant fucking watch sliter when i can fag and BUY SG POOL IN THE 1ST PLACE. ohwell mayb he dunno nvm.
secondly he said that ok then even though i sell the tkts to u guys but the person will still check ur age.
JUS WTH LA. DO THEY SEEMS LIKE THEY CARE. ONLY U BASTARDS ACT FOLLOW SUCH RULES AND REGULATION WILL JUST ONLY PISS PPL OFF ALRIGHT.

haha but nvm. we watched the nun anyway. its not really scary. tsktsk recommended by shawn. he said its popular or whothefuck said it. i dun care. to my pretty much surprise, if i dun talk to u guys in the cinema regularly, i think i will dozed off. but nvm the lead actress of the movie is PRETTY. xP

after that went for some pools and slack nearby parklane yea. went to play lan. fucking got own by eve and shawn. cant believe it. pui. mayb was affected by those msg *u send me.

*Dear sweetheart, i have only u in my heart. i dun ask for much from u. but just ur trust in me. and my hp is 24/7 i dun see that u cant contact me man. wierd uh? but if u were to be the one who changes ur heart after this 1 year. i have no choice but to blame myself. but 1 thing i wan u to get in mind is that dun really think so much cause things are really jus that simple u jus like to make it seems so complicated.
love u always. <33*

ok man. i tml still gotta go skool. sighhz. anyway lookin forward for tml matches. HEHE.
alright thats all.

-shagged

insanatica

wellwell jus as the title says it all. hmmmm. ok la here to update again if not more ppl goin to kpkb. hahaha. XD this weekend is a stay-home-watch-world-cup-weekend yea. friday went out with yw and frens ha. nth much in the end came home before midnight jus to watch the world cup lol. was plannin to catch a movie but kazua no money. ya sadded wwanted to watch sliter.

i miss my loved one. yea she went over to her frens chalet this weekend uh? drats she went to enjoy while im there watching the tv. hmmm but nvm i still got my world cup kick. baby i miss u terribly. <33

well then, lets see what im goin to do today eh? i guessed its a stayed-home-sunday YAY. HAHA. dunno why im so excited ha? cause think that thers x-men2 tonite later then world cup. i lost ystd and friday. so im gonna make sure i win todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. XD *hope so
lol.

anyway eve and the rest, see u guys tml i guess? COME OUT TO CHILL. ;]

insanatica

Perhaps that i need my feedom more than a rs.
i jus dun get it. we are forever finding faults with each other and creating unwanted troubles.
wat for stay in such pain and agony.
wouldnt it be nice if i let go?
i guessed so.
she thought so too.

insanatica

hmm i really love this place yea. a nice place for me to say out everything but jus some of my friends know. haha.
i really dunno man. can someone tell me what to do eh?

IT SEEMS THAT IM ON THE RIGHT TRACK BUT ON THE WRONG TRAIN.

anyway im now studying eg2 lol. sucks module dunno why i retake also. mayb din go skool often. heh. ohwell. these few days in the new condo was alright jus that damn boring yea. aiya what to do. anyway i really miss my mum lol. Sorry evelyn and the rest dun tink u guys can have bbq at the condo cause im moving out soon. perhaps we should jus organise some chalet eh? HEHE. tml is my last paper and will be so happy cause i will be seeing her after the paper. or maybe jus seeing an old pal. i dunno. arghz update again.

insanatica

hmmm. yea here am i creating a new blog. since u guys said can fucking vent my anger here also. haa. well i jus fucking hate wat i have done last time eh. just too bad too late for regrets. she still cant bring herself to trust me totally though. Sadly though, i wanna break up with her hmm, but she still ask me to stay with her as her bf. ohwell~ hmm another thing. i quarrelled with yy today and if u guys wondering whose yy then hmmm hes my classmate for now. mayb some of u guys might know. hes jus totally unbearable. fucking make me damn pissed for today. jus 1 more time from him, he will goin to get it. i shant elaborate on how he piss me off. but even if its not me and another person, im sure that another person will get pissed too, well jus my point of view. mayb he jus gotta change his fucking attitude? anyway he apologised to me after that. i find that ridiculous and fukin lame. haiz but anyway wat for make another enemy aites?

insanatica