as soon i jus recovered from my fever it has been rainin for 2 days.
lol pronounced sick for another 2 days then.
had been hibernating since i went swimming with kiwi ulric gz and my 2 frens.
yawn its been aching all over.
played badminton then swimming. lol.
so long nv been so active since dunno how many thousand years.
the date has been set.
26 days to go.for the chalet and also marked my day to totally cannot touch cigarettes for these 3 days.*for the welfare of my pals.lol.seemed so easy. but to some ppl its so difficult.needless to say, i will not be in those situation.i will push myself to sit outside the yellow box from now on lol.went to phillips with tim.actually ulric hes not that bad actually.jus that he got his korean wtf culture. we've got our singapore eh lang style.so perhaps we are really worlds apart in the thinkings.hes like so much want to be independent i dunno why?maybe he is so lacked-of-freedom when hes young.i think hes so much more matured than me or anyone else at his age.im thoroughly beaten.met my match.hes the one that i really respect.BUT yea still another but hisFUCKUP AND KOREAN CB CULTURE;im sure if he continues this way, hes gonna be beaten by outside ppl.haiz human beings jiu shi zhe yang.got gd of course theres bad.why not god create a perfect human being.let HIM be a model for all of urs.yea.
another thing jasmine if ur seeing this.i certainly hoped u really take care of yourself.jus because that u cant take me as a fren, ur gonna do all those stuff that made me hate u.tell u wat i wont.thats jus gonna ruin ur life.treasure it.im sure u will meet another guy that will really replace me 100times better.u have said no one really cares for u?well i really do but as a fren i dun wan u to go on like this.u said no one really cares for u?learn to treasure yourself before u want others to treasure u also.no point gettin urself sunk deeper.these reasons are more than enough for u look forward to in life.this is my really last piece of advice to u.take it or leave it.ive alr done my part as a fren to u.take really gd care.
